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He saw.
so he took it n broke it.
i tink i'v nv loved u, be it friends every1 else gave up, e screwed up kid who wants to make it right.i tried to forget.
bt y does e tingling starts whn I rem,
y does e hurt,
weirdly,
flows fr my tingling hands to my chest?
bt y izit tt I only wan u?
I tink i'v nv loved u,
br I can't let go.
fo u were once mine n I dun let go of watz mine.
i'l still b there.
waiting blindly fo u to come back.
be it past loves,
i'l still remember e good times and wish it was different.
be it past possession,
i'l still want it to b mine.
wham bam. or mayb to dive fr a 50 storey building. will u regret to take tt final plunge? will u miss me if m gone? I can't take more of these. I imagine walking in front of a truck and I revel in it. finally cleansed, finally free.do u ever wonder,
hw nice it'll be,
to walk in front of a speedin truck?
bliss oblivion.
will ur life really flash before ur eyes?
to end it all just so life stops battering u?
so people just stop saying mean things?
so u can stop building castles in e air?
will u love me more if m not around anymore?
will u remember e good I did, instead of e bad, finally?
I imagined.
and savored e final moment.
and I felt peace as e truck hit.
I felt a rush as I imagined e truck hitting me and coming to a stop.
as my body curled to take e impact. as i flew fr e truck.
and I felt satisfaction as iI hovered above my mangled body.
finally silent.
finally silence.
and selfishly, I was glad it wasn't my mom on e stretcher..
I wanna die young. I wanna b forever immortalised in others' memories, not as old gray I dun wanna grow old.I dun wanna grow old.
but young n colorful.
