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a new beginning.
damn. i don't wanna be sober.
i wanna be drunk.
then, maybe life will look rosier.
woof woof.
she sat in her pj's, eyes closed, on the sofa, drowning in the music plugged in her ears, and reminisced.
how hard it was to remember how he looks looked like. she tried but could only call up vague memories of him, never the whole face, just vague impressions.
damn.
the tears don't come anymore either, what does this means? that she has moved on? but she still hurts. it's still so painful. so hard, so hard to stand up again after the fall, especially when he is not there to offer a hand anymore.
no one to fag with while watching tv, no one to watch 'lost' with, no one to accompany her out to seven eleven at night, no one to call her 'darling', no one to hug her for no reason, no one to wait up for her, no one to, no one to...
tian shang de xiao xin xin,
zai ye li hen mei li,
ju shang ni de yan jing,
liang jing jing.
wo men hui zai yi qi,
ying huo yi jing shen qi,
chang ge yao hen yong li,
na ge hen yong li.
yue liang ju shi wo,
zao liang ni de xin,
wen nuan ni de xin.
ni shi xiao xin xin,
pei zai wo sheng bian,
yong yuan bu fen li.
ah... what i would give just to be young again.
young and irritatingly annoying but oh so cute u can get away with it.
(>.<)
And I don’t know Nothing’s real Three months and I’m still sober And I don’t know Three months and I’m still breathing It’s never really over, no Three months and I’m still standing here Three months and it's still harder now Three months and I’m still breathing
This could break my heart or save me
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
Wake up
Three months and I’m getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
Three months I've been living here without you
Three months yeah, three months
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up
Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
Kelly Clarkson
'sober'
something's wrong with either the bloody cam or the bloody notebook. notebook just came back from ICU after suffering a crash attack from too much infofood. haha. in short, i crashed the whole system while trying to upload the pix. dage says the note book's gonna die anytime soon. ble.
anyways,teacher taking pix of kids on a mt in seoul.
lockers for i duno what on another mt in pyong yong. the mt's for skiing. real pretty even not covered in snow. more pix after fixing the com or cam.
a theme park called everland. not as pertty as disneyland though.
in everland: kids riding this adorable panda machine that really does move around!
damn cute. just pop in some coins and hop on.
(^.^)
in everland's safari: the fugly male lion looks like it's sleeping standing up. haha.
tiger on a van.
bear territory
standing bear. itz actually begging for biscuits form the driver. hehe.
random black bear
cable car!!
cable car in the air
mi trying to act cool and cute. damn. bad combi. haha.
ying's and my feet (>.<) 
who's that behind the fan? hehz.
both of us got kinda bored trapped in the stuffy cable car, so we started being real lame.
haha.
on the mt in seoul. we had to climb up quite a distance to reach.
i know, i know. acting cute again. haha.
at some sight-seeing place. itz supposed to be recreated from actual dwellings of the 8 richest family of the past.
found this in the loo on the mt in seoul. ur supposed to pull out and down to place the paper onto the toilet seat. cute and hygenic.
on the plane home.
end. hope the cam or com or xd card reader get fixed real soon. so wanna see the pix in bigger size. ta ra.
right. the niece who refused to call mi 'gugu'. hehz. but when we ask her to call mi 'jie jie', she did. weird. ha.enxi trying to hug 'dolly the bearbear' 
hugging the smaller piyo piyo.
she had a ball treating the duck as a ball and throwing it around the room.
think cous gonna have a damn hard time when she starts throwing things around in her own house. hehe.
hugging the bearbear
love this pix! shez so cute, so tiny. the bear's almost as big as her.
(>.<)
playing with the house phone
after playing with my hp (-.-")
t'was public hols so cous brought her over. man. she sure has grown up. she managed to get her hands on my hp for awhile, and by luck, she switched on the music and cam function in the hp and started snapping pix while bouncing to the beat. damn. haha. but they were all trash so i deleted the pix.
and the way she carried the big teddy around was so damn cute! but she started throwing the teddy around the house after awhile. no idea why but was amazed she had the strength. ha. not able to post the vids. too bad.
