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Sunday, October 18, 2009
peeping tom 2:35 PM


what a night.

cant people actually have a lil private time in the car without interruptions?

first, there were the muds.
who hung out in front of e car and slacked around.
they stood there in groups and started boogying,
took them friggin long to decide to leave the place.

when we resumed our interrupted fun, a man walked past the car.
and silly boy saw him make a detour and creep to the car.
wtf.
he, apparently, was crawling on fours (on fours!) to the car to peep on us.
but walked off pretending nothing was wrong when he realised that silly boy saw him.

thanks to him, we realised it was damn late, so we decided to leave.
i must say that silly boy has got damn good eyesight la.
he spotted the man crouching by another car.
silly boy honked.
that pervert had the nerves to pretend that nothing was wrong and continued to peep into the other car.
we were halfway to e exit when silly boy honked again.
this time, the man ran off.
it was quite funny.

silly boy even drove up to that car to warn them of the peeping tom.

he found the whole thing super hilarious.
he thought i was in shock when i just gaped at him.
i didn't think it was that funny, but silly boy's reaction was so unexpected.
he was so damn gay about the whole thing.
so exciting! says he.
his laughter was so contagious, we laughed the whole way to my doorstep.

i dont think i'll forget the scene where the man legged it for all he's worth out of the carpark.

or silly boy's excitment over the whole thing.

i bet mark thinks it was so damn funny too.


love and lust 11:54 AM


in love or lust?
i dont know.


all i remember are..

his eyes.
droopy, dopey, almost crossed, focused on my face
right before he kissed me.

his lashes.
so pretty i cant stop staring@.
prettier than mine.

his breath.
sent tingles up and down my spine,
his breath mingled w mine,
ours.

his lips.
soft, lazy, demanding, light, hungry.
turned my brain into mush,
till i couldnt think, couldnt breathe,
only crave for more.
lips against my palms, forehead,
healing, loved.

his hands.
reassuring solid, a man's in mine.
smooth against my cheeks,
firm against my lips.

his smell.
intoxicating.
his cologne.
dissy in love.

love or lust.
is there really a difference?


u know u'r screwed when u smell him
no matter where,
when,
whith who,
whatever u were doing.

u know u'r screwed when
no matter the time,
the place,
the company,
when u scent his scent,
even when he's nowhere near,
ur insides tighten
and ur heart squeezed and skipped a beat.

how long can we smile goofy smiles at each other?