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Monday, April 30, 2007
umbrella 10:22 PM




my new fav song's ''umbrella" by rihanna and jay z. nice pix.


6:46 PM



drunk 5:51 PM

she falls in n outta consiousness,
is it possible to maintain a certain sobriety when she is so wasted?
man, why cant she be like those drunks who cant remember a single thing the next day?
tough punishment.

grrr...

i hope i never gt so bloody pissed again.
never again.

i... i met him again.
old habits die hard or old romance rekindled,
im no die hard romantic,
for all i seem.
i can see as clearly as the next person.

i know i'll be hurt again,
but then, im a sucker for him.
hell, m gonna be hurt anyways
so why not enjoy the now?

i understand now why some fools can never let go,
why some rather hurt than let go.
i understand now they too know they'l be hurt,
they too see.
but they had hoped and died, died and still hoped.

but i'v died with no hope.
just a desperate need to be held.



Sunday, April 08, 2007
life's surprises 10:45 PM




















guess what's my fav birthday gift so far?

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a slideshow ying made for mi (>.<) i only saw it today. it's kinda dumb, considering the fact that she used enxi's pix when she couldnt find mon bebe pix.
but still oh-so-sweet.
hehz.

of course,
i like my other presents too.
the watch jing and marc shared,
the sushi tei meal from crz,
the ding tai fung, movie and cake from kor.
thanks!

i love you! (^v^)

and so her big canine friend drove away the shadows yet again.
the beauty of the irony,
she chatted on and on about her lovely bags,
he listened and talked back.

she never told him what was wrong.
but he knew something was wrong.
he knew...
so, perhaps she did do something right in her life.


just one little question,
will all happy occasions be marred by the memories i failed to bury?

i wonder.


birthday 4:13 PM

























so, im one year older,

though not any wiser.
is it one year gone,
or one year gained?

the last time i checked,
i still have 10 fingers,
10 toes,
2 arms,
2 feet.

maybe i'v grown 2 heads since then.
(>.<)

but i dont feel the difference.

she thought maybe it's time to let go of her sorrows,
but silly her,
doesnt she know that wounds almost always leave a scar?

she thought it best she not join them.
apparently, he thought so too.
well, it is.
but it hurts too.

she looks like the gatecrasher in her own party.

wait,

was she even there?