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Monday, April 17, 2006
random thoughts from a random mind 4:02 PM

i think that it honestly takes one to know one. im such a bitch. criticising people when im also like that.


but,


IM NOT GOIN TO CHANGE!! (>.<)


why bother when i'll go back to being the bitch im the minute i relax my stand?


sighz. i just hope she knows what shez doing. at least i know who i can irritate without worries, for he will laugh at me and accept me.


maybe i should laugh at her and accept her. that's what friends are for right? to accept without doubt.


kor~ thanks for being my dearest and sweetest bro! love u to bits! i cant believe i managed to spend so much of ur monies the last few weeks. actually, i can, i just chose to ignore it because we were having sooo much fun. heez.


thanks for paying for all the
clubbings,
cab fares,
drinks,
cover charges,
suppers,
movies,
and ciggies.
most of all,
thanks for trying to fix me.


mooz~thanks for the pants! i really like them. hee.


i want to meet more people,
see more faces,
hear more thoughts,
read more lifes,
maybe,
just maybe,
then,
i'l grow up.


i find that maturity doesnt come with age.
it has to be earned and learned.
it comes with experiences.


star~ when can we have the nachos? i missed u. i think that ur the only one who can really understand what im trying to say. im driving myself insane trying to have a conversation with myself. kor tried. but hez just not there yet. sorrie kor. =)


itz getting boring talking to myself.


will u be my soulmate when i tire of talkin to myself?
will u abandon mi if i start liking talking to myself?
or will u be there no matter what?
will i ever be replaced?


Wednesday, April 05, 2006
cry 6:35 PM

cry.....

on my shoulders,

im a friend.


i might not meet u often.
i might not feel your pain.
i might not be here twenty-four-seven.
i might not enjoy your game.


i might disapoint you in certain ways,
i might piss u off time and again.
i might pass scathing remarks.
i might be uncouth with all the 'hell's and 'wtf's.


but u can always cry on my shoulders.
u can always call and share your woes.
i wont try to judge u.
i dont really give a damn.


i will try to give advices.
one word of caution,
dont trust them too much.
im only human.


make your own mistakes.
choose your own path.
im only here to listen.
and to cry with ya.


cry.....

on my shoulders.

im a friend.


bloody fool 5:13 PM

she lay in a pool of blood,
awakened and heartbroken.
bent and demented.


she tried to move,
and realises that,


it's her blood she's been lyin on.


damned.