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fuelled by uncertainties,
aided by confusions,
she doesna know what to believe...
but deep within she did.
she believed.
or rather, she wanted to.
bt itz there.
waiting for her at every turn,
waiting...
watching...
searching for her flaws,
waiting for her to make a mistake,
for her to fail.
doubts.
oh, how they plagued her.
oh, how she wanted to believe.
oh, how foolish.
foolish girl!
havena ye seen the evils?
havena ye learned?
so she locked up her feelings
and went back to sleep.
losing them as time wears on...
im afraid.
(warning: super long and naggy blog)
sentosa
went to sentosa with jing on sat. was damn late. met raymond, ah lun, yanhong and a tall tall guy whose name i cant remember, at sentosa.
omg. i cant remember how long no play vb le. till now, my 'muscles' are still aching like crazy! cant even walk properly. blez. and whatzmore, both my arms are red! even my right hand's fingertips are red. (- -") diox.
but it was damn fun.
yanhong and that 1.87 guy kept squabbling. blez. their combined age is enough to qualify as ah pek le lor but they'r still behaving like little kids. (- -")
then, mi and ah lun have got coordination problem. blez. twice, we both tried to hit the ball at the same time. damn. it hurts. (- -.) the first time, my left arm hit his right arm, which hit the ball. the second time, my thumb joint hit his arm. *ouch!*
after that, when we tire of playing vb, we sat down at sunset bay to catch our breath. ah lun bought mi n jing cokes. heez. cause jing had been whining for coke (the new lime coke, actually)the whole time we were playing.
pix of mi n jing
jing look so cute in all the pix! j-e-a-l-o-u-s ! ! !
bathtime! heez. we went to the chalet's bathroom to bathe. mi and jing took a long time. heez. the guys nearly fall asleep waiting for us. blez.
then, we headed down to harbourfront to eat. finally, took the train to get to wherever we'r going. heez.
ray, mi n jing. i dont understand y izit that everythime jing tries to take pix of herself with other people, she ALWAYZ end up taking half her face only. blez.
lun, the tall guy n yuanhong
lun looks like a innocent victim here. but the rascal was actually fighting with them moments before. he stopped immediately when he saw jing whipped out her hp. haha.
ah neh pub
mi and jing went to meet marc in gardens after sentosa. to drink.
my fav sphere tidbits. yum. miss mooz. if shez there, she'l help mi take lots of those.
unfortunately, i got drunk.
fortunately, no drunken/brawling tingz pix was taken. heez.
jing
testing 1,2,3 *snap*
jing toh pai wo....
anywayz, we had whisky dry.
then tiger beer.
oh ya~ there were tequila shots promotors. two of them actually. 1 fat 1 thin. the thinner 1 is flat chested but the prettier of the 2. we didnt take pix of them. blez. they danced on the pool table but it wasnt very fantastic. the only part i remembered the most when they dirty danced. the thin 1 was like kneeling in front of the plump 1, with plump 1's hand on her head. then e plump 1 kept pushing the thin 1's head. then the thin 1 crawled under the plump gal. blez.
the plump gal approached our table. heez. marc complained asking why isit that we were always approached by the uglier promotor. we still bought shots from her. blez. ha.
anywayz the gal very irritating lerz. 1stly, she hugged mi when she asked us to buy the shots. so i told her marc's paying for the shots, so she should ask marc. then, she continued to hug mi and said that marc's my bf. blez. i insisted we'r not. AND she said that hez OBVIOUSLY wooing mi. (- -") wth..
anywayz, i had 2half shots. blez. with beer in between. and then, i k.o. blez.
argh.......
i hate it. why cant i hold my liquor??
poor marc. i puked on his feet. and mine. ha. then he pulled mi to the loo to wash off. and to puke. blez.
people must be wondering why we keep locking ourselves in the loo. blez.
after we left the pub, jing dropped mi and marc at my block there.
as i wasnt up to the march to my house, marc sat with mi at my void deck. i realised he wasnt that bad to hug after all. and i should know since i was practically clinging to him after i xei. blez.
anywayz i promptly dozed off hugging him at the void deck. =p . ha. til i heard shichong talking. blez. but i pretended to be asleep as i wasnt ready to open my eyes, see double vision and get sick again.
when i finally woke up, shichong was talking. i tried to look at him and listen to him. but wtf. when he talks, his head moves like a bungaladesh. strez. i asked if he could stop shaking his head and marc commented that since i could talk like this, i should alright already.
marc sent mi home awhile later, when we think that im sober enough. blez.
i doubt marc dare ask mi out for drinks le. blez.
plz gimme comments on this skin. i really really dig this skin. the only flaw i find is that the box is too bloody small but i duno how to make it bigger. so the only thing i can do is make the words bigger. if itz still too small lemme noe ya?
the guyz pants was unzipped and his dick was hanging out. all limp and lifeless. and the idiot was wriggling his hips side to side. omg. what a sight. lame.(warning: quite long and the language is vulgar.)
firstly,
i met a flasher!!!
blez. i was with jing when it happened. we had walked back fr hougang point to my block, so that itz cheaper for her to take cab. we sat down at the bustop in order to catch our breath. mind u, it was alr 5+ in the mornin.
then, we heard someone said 'hello.'
we turned.
at first, i didnt notice anything coz i was buzy wonderin why the hell is this stupid lunatic actin
like kenny of southpark. blez. since the bugger had pulled up his t-shirt til itz collar is round his nose.
then jing whispered, "omg.."
and i looked down.i wanted to laugh. haha. that retard was a impotent loser!!!! wahaha. poor guy. no wonder he had to resort to all this rubbish.
anywayz, i edged closer to jing. and kept askin her wat to do and wher that freaker is. she snuck a peek and announced that he liked walked closer to us le. we were like 'how?' then we fled.
damn. should not have fled. should have at least kicked his useless groin, then run. blez. like kor said i should. might make this entry even more interestin anywayz. heez.
mi n jing ran like siao cha bos and we were laughin. i was laughing so hard. heez. we stopped at the french school sign there and wondered wat to do. jing suggested callin the police. but the police stn was closed lor. i decided to call my parents to fetch mi and to bring down money for jing to take cab.
we stood there watchin the madman. so damn rubbish lor. there was this woman who was sittin on the seat beside ours when we saw the flasher. she obviously had not seen him yet coz she kept looking in our direction, like trying to figure out why we ran. bleahx.
so it was actually quite hilarious to watch her get shocked by the impotent freaker. hehe. i noe im evil. blez. but who cares? sometimes it felt good to be evil.
i got my parents to come down by then so we were watchin out for them. then i asked jing where that freak went. she was like," duno leiz.. he like ran off like crazy after scaring the old woman... MAYBE HEZ BEHIND US!"
damn. i swore her last words were shouted out 1 lor. we spun round so fast to check our backs. man.
but i must admit my damn heart was pounding throughout the whole thing. might be cause of the bloody run too. my god, it was 5+ in the morn lor. can remember when was the last time i ran, let alone ran so early in the morn.
we waited for my parents, then saw jing up the cab then went home.
i curse all bloody flashers. may your useless members fall off and rot. bloody hell.
anywayz, end of incident with flasher.
now, my dental appointment to take out wisdom tooth.
damn. i would rather 10 more encounters with the freakin flasher (was about to say farkin flasher but u cant fark w a flaccid member can u?) than go for the bloody appointment.
blez.
i went through it. i did it. i was near tears le lor inside the office. damn scary. halfway through, i so wanna ask him to stop lor. but i did it. 1 down. 1 more to go. damn.
i thought i heard him. his words after my mt e experience. ' ni hao yong gan o' not much words. but it got mi through without a single tear.
*smiles* thank u. though u wont hear it. though u wont know why. but little memories of u hd got mi through this half a yr.
anywayz, when it was over, i asked the dentist for my dismantled tooth. heez. the minute im out of the office i showed my mom, who was waiting outside as she was afraid of watchin the grusome busniess, my bloody tooth. heez. and i mean really really bloody tooth.
heez. i wanted to take pix and post. but i was labelled a disgusting sicko by my own bro when i told him i actually woke up my dada to show him my newly aquired extremely bloody tooth. heez
my mom wade me wash it. but it only made the tooth more disgusting cause u can actually see flesh stuck to the tooth. i was already rendered quite mad by the ugly bz of taking out my innocent tooth, whose only fault was to grow slanted, so i actually HAPPILY washed the tooth and inform my mom about the flesh. i even pointed out the bits to her. scaring her silly.heez.
i stil have the tooth. but itz like blue now? haha. think the blood reacted with the water or something. blez.
"im so cute. dare u strangle me?blehz." enxi smiling in her dreamz *yawnz* *gaga* *hee* "kaoz. dont disturb ma slp!!!" ar.... ha!!! *crooked smile* ( i damn love this pix. hehe. reminds mi of edison. heez.) and now.... my fav pix.... hehe. okay. i think alot of u will think that the crooked smile is the nicest. but enxi is a babe who doesnt like to sleep. to be able to take a pix of her sleeping so soundly is hard. hehe.pix of my niece.. EnXi!! heez. mi think shez damn cute. i could say that safely now coz shez only few months old--still cant walk or talk. if she turns out like her dad... hehe.. boy, is he in for trouble.
anywayz
the babe
xiaoge the proud dada and enxi
pretty babe in pink
